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Friday, March 30, 2012

Feeling empty, useless and worthless


I’m feeling lousy and I don’t really know what to do. I feel empty, useless and worthless.

My friends don’t seem to understand this at all – they say ‘cheer up’ and ask me what the matter is. They tell me that I have everything going for me, and I shouldn’t be feeling like this.

They think I can ‘snap’ out if it but its not that simple – I wish it was. But I don’t know what the matter is, I can’t explain why I’m like this.

I don’t really like talking about my feeling to people and prefer to keep them inside, but I do feel suicidal now. It’s probably time to get some help.

But how?

2 comments:

Jane Felicia said...

I know that feeling pretty well :/ I wish I could tell you how to get rid of it, but I can't, in fact I'm still struggling and wondering how to get rid of this feeling :s There are just still some night when all I can feel is emptiness and fear..

Some says, 'find God', have you? I want to, but I can't seem to get it completely (at least not for now)..

nice blog post anyway :) fall into your blog by typing "i feel empty" in google haha

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